Busy period
Had a long shower just now. Had some thought in my mind. Felt that the way I treat girl’s friend is very different compare to last time. I treasure those who treats me like a buddy more then those who I actually likes. I came to a stage that I started to think more realistically. I no longer spend money on those whom are not worth while spending. A few times i went shopping and there was a thought in my mind that if it was me last time I would have bought it as a present for someone. It comes to a point that I do realise if i buy it, there will be more dissapointment in me then appreciation. Those who do treasure me as a friend, I dont mind putting in alot more time. Going somewhere to pick that person up or dropping that person at somewhere is not a problem to me at all. I always believe that you will get what you give. If you are not giving, be prepared not to expect anything in return.